There would be blood. For the price of sin was always blood.

And a little death.

Mew - Comforting Sounds


I don’t feel alright in spite of these comforting sounds you make. I don’t feel alright because you make promises that you break. Into your house, why don’t we share our solitude? Nothing is pure anymore but solitude. It’s hard to make sense, feels as if I’m sensing you through a lens. If someone else comes, I’d just sit here listening to the drums. Previously I never called it solitude. And probably you know all the dirty shows I’ve put on. Blunted and exhausted like anyone. Honestly I tried to avoid it. Honestly. Back when we were kids, we would always know when to stop. And now all the good kids are messing up. Nobody has gained or accomplished anything

Isto é tão brilhante que tem que ser lido de óculos de Sol.

i will create a new category
on my instant messenger buddy list

i will call it
‘people i like who don’t like me back’

and i will move your screen name into that group
and i will invite you to my house and show you

and you will say, ‘if i didn’t like you why did i come over’
and you will look at my face
and i will have an honest answer for your question
i will tell you that you came over to be polite

and after a while you will go home
and you won’t call
and i won’t either
and after a while i won’t like you anymore
and after a while we’ll forget each other
and after a while you will be beautiful and alone inside of your coffin
and i’ll be cold and alone inside of my coffin

- Tao Lin, from You Are a Little Bit Happier Than I Am

I don’t know how to do the laundry.

I walk up the stairs two at a time.
My hair is its natural color.
A movie has made me cry.
A book has made me cry.
A song has made me cry.
A man has never made me cry.
I am for the death penalty.
There have been times when I seriously wished I could kill myself.
I know someone else who attempted suicide.
I don’t show my emotions.
I am a pessimist.
I'm trying to be more optimistic.
I usually have no self confidence.
There is a TV in this room.
I am next to a window.
I have given directions to someone in a car.
Someone has borrowed something and not given it back yet.
I usually try not to bring attention to myself.
I’m an oldest child.
Sometimes I act like I have OCD.
I could people-watch all day.
I can touch my thumb to my pinkie around my wrist.
I try to use correct spelling/grammar on the computer.
I know the difference between its and it’s.
I can get very annoyed by happy people.
I wish my hair was naturally red.
I’m sarcastic a lot.
Sometimes people don't understand I'm being sarcastic.
I give people the silent treatment when I’m mad instead.
Swallowing pills is difficult for me.
Sometimes I wish I could get plastic surgery
I’ve cried myself to sleep
I hate bermuda shorts.
Big lips are attractive.
I never wear skirts.
I bought three different colored lipsticks.
Lipstick is uncomfortable.
My favorite band broke up.
I  dropped something today.
My away message is always up to avoid people.
I’ve worn earphones/headphones without music to avoid people.
I don’t know how to do the laundry.

Já aceitei que sou uma pessoa frágil. Sou definitivamente amante, não lutadora.

No amount of medication is gonna change the way you feel.

SONETO LXXXI

Ya eres mía. Reposa con tu sueño en mi sueño.
Amor, dolor, trabajos, deben dormir ahora.
Gira la noche sobre sus invisibles ruedas
y junto a mí eres pura como el ámbar dormido.

Ninguna más, amor, dormirá con mis sueños.
Irás, iremos juntos por las aguas del tiempo.
Ninguna viajará por la sombra conmigo,
sólo tú, siempreviva, siempre sol, siempre luna.

Ya tus manos abrieron los puños delicados
y dejaron caer suaves signos sin rumbo,
tus ojos se cerraron como dos alas grises,

mientras yo sigo el agua que llevas y me lleva:
la noche, el mundo, el viento devanan su destino,
y ya no soy sin ti sino sólo tu sueño.

Neruda.